letters to myself
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Clown face
In my entire 20 years of life, i’ve never paid much attention to my physical appearance until recently. I’m going to be very honest here, although i’m not the most attractive person in the world, I’m always confident of my looks. But due to the nature of my work, i’m applying more artificial paint (a.k.a makeup) on my face than ever, which is making me uncomfortable. These ‘paints’ are not cheap. I’m spending so much on things that I don’t use outside working hours (yes I don’t put on makeup when I go to school). And I start to hate the fact that i’m a female so applying makeup is a must. I start to hate social conventions, such as the makeup rule, that do not make sense at all. Applying makeup to conceal flaws is fine for me. But I don’t get the heavy eye makeup! I feel like i’m going for prom every weekday. So I shall continue to abstain the eye makeup to protest against this rule! I think I look great without it and I can definitely work without it :)
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A bad start to a good finish
It started out badly. But i’m sure something good is going to happen soon. And it will come from my work desk. Will share the good news when it’s confirmed.
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Whirlwind
My finals ended on monday. Today is only friday and i’ve found myself a weekday job and a weekend job to slave myself away for my school break. I signed up for a certification course. I’m also going for an exotic place for exchange. No details for now coz everything is not yet confirmed but i’m positive that i’m going to get all of them and juggle them all. It’s going to be a wild wild school break.
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This better be what a guy says to me when he proposes:
- This was a reblog.
- Wouldn't apply if you:
- (1) do not say this in British accent
- (2) are not mr darcy
- Example 1: I fancy you. (because this makes total sense)
- Example 2: In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings WILL NOT be repressed. You MUST allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.
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if being too judgmental is a crime, i must confess that i am deeply guilty of it.
what more can you expect from an istj profiling? :p
i have recently turn to novels, rereading pride and prejudice and have found the joys of reading again.
i am embarrassed to admit that i do share the same infatuation on mr darcy with many readers.
see you in my dreams my dear xD
(Source: nickcarraways)
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Red patch
I’ve gone through too much lately. I have too little time to reflect on every passing event in my life. Or literally take a look into the mirror and see my own reflection. I need someone else to notice that little red patch growing on my face. By the time I saw it, it was already the size of a fifty cents coin. I have never worry about my looks until now. There is this intense fear that I have now- What if the red patch on my face is permanent? This is already the exam week. I have 3 weeks of exams before I can find time to see a dermatologist. I really hope this red patch doesn’t grow.
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Pablo Neruda, "Sonnet XVII"
I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
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“Prayer is a flower, the ultimate flowering of consciousness. There is nothing higher than that, it...”
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<3
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“too fast to live too young to die” by heiner blum
